The excerpts from
Julia Kim’s Testimony
on April 4, 2015
"The shortcut to Heaven means,
one has to renounce our ego
and be embraced
in the bosom of Our Lord and The Blessed Mother."
Praise Jesus! Praise The Blessed Mother!
I think there will be many more graces today. The rain and thunder began before three
o'clock as you all know. I prayed and
thought, "Ah, Our Lord re-enacted the time that He died, two thousand
years ago, to give us great graces on The Blessed Mother's Mountain
here in Naju."
When I changed my clothes after the Investiture
ceremony for the new postulants today, I found that my underwear was wet
with golden color fragrant oil. I also noticed that part of my left
breast, which is near my heart, had a red area, the size of my palm, and golden
fragrant oil was spurting from there.
I've suffered pains in my heart and pains of bleeding but,
I've never suffered the pains of the Sacred Heart of Jesus like this
before. So, I offered it gratefully to
Our Lord for all of you. So let's make a
new start today with our hearts wide open.
Then, the living Lord, Jesus will give us great graces.
We have to renew ourselves each and every day. Being renewed today
dosen't mean that we will be renewed tomorrow.
We have to keep being renewed not only today, tomorrow and everyday but
each and every moment. Because we all
have a sinful nature and we might make mistakes or might misunderstand. However, we should never be discouraged or
disappointed. Because, that is what the devil wants and intends.
Two thousand years ago, Jesus would not have gotten caught, and
would've come down from the Cross, but He died because, without death there is
no resurrection. If we want to be
resurrected, we must renounce our ego. However, our ego's seem to
arise even though we try to remove it again and again. It rises right away, when we don't stay
awake for even one second. And
then, we commit sins all over again.
Then, if you think, ‘I'm
impossible. Jesus and The Blessed Mother
don't love me. I just want them to
remove my ego but they won't’, this is profane. Someone asked me to remove his ego, and
I said, "How can I remove your ego? I can give you some
advice but you have to remove your ego yourself."
If we don't remove our ego, it breaks our will
even though we try to keep ourselves on the straight and narrow
path to Heaven. In these cases, we should realize this is
because our ego rises up.
However, if we don't
remove our ego, we just keep making excuses
even if I try to help lead them to Heaven. And, whenever that happens, the Hearts
of Our Lord and The Blessed Mother are filled with pain.
Jesus and The Blessed Mother say everyday, "I want to dwell
in you but I can't because you won't open your heart. Please open your heart to Me."
(As in Julia's spiritual song, )"My beloved
children, be embraced in my bosom, and your exhausted and ill bodies
will be healed. Amen." Amen!
How happy we could be, if we renounced our ego's and embraced the
bosom of Our Lord and The Blessed Mother. Jesus shed His Blood and Water
to the last drop while He was nailed on the Cross for three hours and then
died. He gave His all for us. I pray that all the dirty stains on your
souls will be healed completely with the Precious Blood shed from Jesus today.
have to make an effort and complete the last 2%.
By the way, if Jesus heals us 98%, we have to complete the last 2%
by making an effort. Then, we can rise
100% from the dead, today. And if we
make mistakes again, our souls can be healed on the first 1st Saturday
Prayer Meeting again. While we are
living in the secular world, our souls become stained with the dirt of sin
even if it's a small sin. So,
we must wash it away again and again to keep our souls clean.
What about Peter? What did
Peter do? He said that he would never leave Jesus even though
all of the people fell away. Then Jesus
said to him, "This very night, before the cock crows, you shall deny me
thrice." However, Peter did not
realize that his denial was foretold by Jesus and he took no heed of what he
was told, he then denied Jesus three times after all. Judas also denied his betrayal when Jesus
said "One of you will betray me." at the Last Supper.
Listen, brothers and sisters! It was the lesson that Jesus
gave us. When Jesus was led to the high
priest, Peter followed him at a distance, right into the courtyard of the high
priest and warmed himself by the fire, and he denied Jesus the third time
invoking a curse on himself and swearing, "I do not know this man of whom
you speak." You can't even imagine what Jesus felt at that very moment?
Being betrayed by the person closest to you was much more painful
than being nailed to the Cross. You can
never know how painful it is until you experience it yourself. Then later,
St. Peter died while being nailed to a Cross upside down. I've also been betrayed like
this countless times, but it's a grace from Our Lord, if we realize, 'Ah,
the division of the devil did this to me to make me feel distracted.'
Such things always happen in our daily lives and what I want to
say is, let's graciously offer not only the pains of being betrayed by our
closest ones but also all of the bad things bothering us. And, even though our earnest wishes are not
accomplished, never be disappointed, but accept the
consequences, thinking ' Ah, it seems that God needs my sacrifices at this
We need the firm faith of
Abraham and Moses.
When I visited the Philippines, there was woman named Mrs. Mercy
Toason who had a palatial residence that was guarded by policemen at both of
the side gates. She's the current
Philippine Ambassador to the Holy See.
She was also a friend of the President of the Philippines at that time,
so I used to accompany the President of the Philippines. She owned a huge coconut farm in the
countryside which was far away from Manila and we decided to spread the
Messages of The Blessed Mother of Naju
to the people there. Some of the members
left for the coconut farm by car earlier and a party of seven of which I was a
member went by small plane. At the time
there were torrential rains and the people were so worried about our trip.
But I was not worried at all, because we weren't going there for
pleasure, but for the Glory of God. Because of the heavy rains, our plane made
an emergency landing in a remote mountainous region where there were no roads
and no connection with outside. Everyone
was at a loss as what to do. They said,
"How can we get to the farm?"
But still, I was not worried at all and I prayed, "Lord! Even if we
get lost we will offer each and every step we make for the repentance of
sinners and for the sanctification of the clergy." Then, I heard the voice of Jesus
"Don't worry, dear." said Jesus.
No sooner had He said this than a small car came down a narrow road to
us. We were so surprised to see it and
said, "Wow, how could that car come down such a narrow road?" The car was sent by Our Lord. There was a young couple in the car, and the
seven of us got in that small car. Our
Lord made it possible. If not, how could
the nine of us get into such a small car?
By the way, the car was so small, I tried to get on the roof
rack, but they stopped me and let the priest who was part of our group get on the
roof rack. If this was in South Korea,
this couldn't happen, but the priest took it natural stride and he got on
the roof rack. So, we were less
uncomfortable even with six people in the backseat. I told you about the faith of Abraham last
time, didn't I? Abraham gave up Isaac
and Moses gave up the right of inheriting the kingship with no hesitation. They didn't wonder, 'Should I give it up or
not?' We need such firm faith.
great miracles that occurred
the fire broke out in the Blessed Mother's House.
There was a big fire at The
Blessed Mother's House. But it doesn't
mean that Jesus and The Blessed Mother took away the many miraculous signs that
were given for us. The Eucharist in the
small monstrance that we use for the Benediction still remained even though the
monstrance melted in the fire. Another
Eucharist that was in the small monstrance grew larger from the heat of the
fire. Jesus Christ in the Eucharist is
still with us even though The Blessed Mother's House was completely destroyed
by fire. Jesus and The Blessed Mother also
actually appeared many times in the Blessed Mother's House in the same places
where the Crucifix and the statue of The Blessed Mother were placed.
Many miraculous signs still
remained. Several pieces of cloth that
were under the Blessed Mother's statue that were wet by Tears or Tears of Blood
were burnt this time. But, the cloth
which was wet by Tears and Tears of Blood at the same time from The Blessed
Mother's statue still remained. I keep
the cloth in a small pouch which I pray over each of you, during the meeting
times with me. It's the most important
cloth that has the strongest scent of The Blessed Mother. The scent is so strong, fresh and so good.
The fire at The Blessed
Mother's House was not a punishment from Our Lord, but was our own fault. I've said many times "we must be careful
about a fire from a short circuit and we must always check on the Chapel"
but, we didn't accomplish this well. So,
the fire was caused by a short circuit from the oldest electrical wire at the
Chapel. But as soon as I get well, we
are going to rebuild The Blessed Mother's House and exhibit the miraculous
signs that I now have.
The devil brought destruction,
but miracles happened. Four fire trucks rushed to The Blessed Mother's House to
put out the fire, but three of them were unable to extinguish the fire because
the water wouldn't come out of their hoses and only one small fire truck hosed
down The Blessed Mother's House. The
house next door was also very lucky that the dangerous fire didn't spread to it
and the adjacent buildings at all. The
firemen said it was a miracle in and of
itself, because a fire of that size would usually burn anything within a
5 meter radius of it and the neighbors houses were well within that distance,
so they should've also burned.
The fire was caused by human
carelessness, and we lost a few of the miraculous signs but, Our Lord and The
Blessed Mother worked such a miracle and also alerted us to the fire. That is why the words that come out of my
mouth should be carried out right away.
I told Fr. Su to keep the Eucharist which is used during Benediction of
the Blessed Sacrament in his room but Fr. Jeong kept it in the Chapel. So I told Fr. Su again to keep it in his
However, Fr. Jeong suggested
that Fr. Su keep the Eucharist in the Chapel because it would be more
convenient for him (Fr. Jeong) to carry the Eucharist than to keep it in Fr.
Su's room, in case of Fr. Su's absence for when he has to travel overseas. I should've told Fr. Jeong about that also,
but I only told Fr. Su, "Please keep the Eucharist in your room and when
you're away, you could take it to the tabernacle in the Chapel." But my wishes weren't carried out after all.
When I heard that Fr. Su was
safe, I was relieved, because I thought the Eucharist was with Fr. Su, so it
was safe as well...But the Eucharist was in the tabernacle of the Chapel.
The greatest miracle is that
Fr. Su was saved from the fire. When I
heard about the fire at The Blessed Mother's House, I kept praying, "Lord
and The Blessed Mother! Please save Fr. Su from the fire even though The
Blessed Mother's House is burnt down."
Do you remember the pieces of
the cotton garment which had been soaked in the Precious Blood of Jesus that He
pushed into my hand? It also
remains. The Eucharist is supposed to be
kept by the priests' so I couldn't keep it, but I could keep the cotton garment
with me and it's well preserved. Though
I didn't expect that fire would break out, I thought it would be better that we
keep the miraculous signs separate rather than keep them all in the same place. So I kept the cotton garment with me and many of the stones stained with Our Lord's
Precious Blood. Our Lord and The Blessed Mother never took the miraculous signs
away from us. Many of the miraculous signs
still remain with us today.
What more do we need, except
for the graces of Our Lord and The Blessed Mother? Our Lord and The Blessed Mother will give us
and the world more abundant graces. Amen!