The humans' arrogance that has already reached the high heaven; the social conditions in which abortions and homosexuality being committed without restraint are accepted as if humans have the right to naturally enjoy them; and the countless sexual sins that are being committed in the middle of this situation are threatening even the natural order that God the Father
I became more anxious when I thought that if the Blessed Mother had not been present, the cupof God the Father's just wrath that is blazing up would have already been sentdown on this world.
So, accordingto the Blessed Mother's wish that God's punishment may not be sent down on thisworld, almost every day since December of last year until now, I have offered up more of the various pains than before, such as the pains of atoning for abortions and homosexuality and other sexual sins and the pains of burning my brains, tongue, and mouth, and other kinds
of pains for the repentance of those souls who commit sins with mouths or obscene thoughts. These pains were so difficult to endure to the extent that they could not be compared with the previous pains.
Moreover, some sooty black matters like ash after burning flowed down from my head. Also, coal-black materials like feces were pouring out from my intestines which were empty due to the gastrointestinal endoscopy and colonoscopy I had undergone. Also, the sweat and thick liquid of the black and red color that gushed out as if there were holes bored in my body!
Devils, who became extremely angry because of my offerings, mercilessly attacked me at every available opportunity so that I might give up suffering pains. As a result, my whole body was covered with bloody bruises and became swollen on several places all the time making my body abnormal to the extent that I could not breathe! It seemed as though the whole world
was totally corrupt and was spurting out through my body. Such phenomena, which I could not explain, accompanied with extreme pains which I had not experienced until now was extremely difficult to endure.
In spite of that, even the priests, religious, and laymen, who have been specially called, live an easy life singing the peaceful and happy days instead of living the life of repenting. So many people are undeservedly committing heinous sins of throwing away the human duties and even forsaking the natural laws to satisfy their desires, making a world that sins
It also seemed as if my heart was burning because of so severe pains while I was looking at the sight of even most of the sons and daughters specially called were judging with arrogance and obstinacy instead of arming themselves with the Five Spiritualities. Even last night, I prayed and offered up such pains all night for the repentance of the sinners. Then, at
about 5 a.m., I said, "Mother! What should I do? Because even if I shout with desperate efforts it is useless, take my life and let all sons and daughters in the world repent and rush toward the Lord. As I was praying the Rosary before the Blessed Mother's statue, it was difficult to pray and I could only shed tears.
When I was sobbing and squeezing my chest and calling the Lord and the Blessed Mother with silent screams for a long time, Jesus and the Blessed Mother appeared and shed tears looking at me pitifully. As I was repeatedly saying, "What should I do? What should I do? I don't have confidence any more," and crying sorrowfully, the Blessed Mother even shed
At that moment, I saw the priests, Sisters, and cooperators who helped me and, among them, just one of the cooperators was eagerly looking at a smart phone and was absorbed in it. The Blessed Mother looked at him pitifully and even poured out bloody tears. Then, she began speaking while the light was radiating.
THE BLESSED MOTHER:
"Oh, my beloved
daughter! My little soul, you do not want to lose even one soul for the
salvation of this world full with danger, participate in the suffering of Jesus
my Son and me, and even shedding bloody tears and vomiting blood, are graciously
offering up even the pains of the hour of dying that surprisingly visits you
moment after moment!
When you, who had
become a living sacrifice, implore for the souls, who had been specially called
to help you, shedding bloody tears and suffering pains, I suffer the pains of
my bosom becoming torn apart.
My beloved sons and
daughters specially called to my holy place because I love you so much!
I, the Mother of Jesus
Christ, the only-begotten Son of the Father, have specially allowed you, who
had been called, to meet (with my daughter) so that you might help her by 1)working
hard with her for the same goal so that God's plan of the Salvation may be
accomplished, but you do not help her by becoming interpreters who protect her
life, but are 2)harassing her instead... Can you not see my daughter bitterly
lamenting being pressed by the limitlessly heavy weight of ingratitude and her silent
prayer and scream accompanied by bloody sweat and bloody tears?
Is it right for you,
who have been specially chosen and are my closest sons and daughters, to waste
time turning your eyes to the things of the secular world such as news and
sports and enjoying web surfing, movies, and dramas, while you cannot keep 3)steadfast
will and 4)make strenuous efforts to the extent you forget eating your meals
following my little soul?
Also, even though this
Mother have repeatedly shouted until my throat becomes bursts, you have not
accepted even little advices of my little soul and promptly fall into
discouragement and despair and present a joy to the devils and idle away your
time. If the terrible calamity befalls you suddenly, how can you avoid it?
souls who disregard what I intend to do through my little soul, despite the
pleadings the Lord and I make shedding bloody tears, are like the disobedient
and stubborn Israeli people and will be nothing more than a house of cards
regardless of how great their past merits were.
you must throw away your pride, ego, and trifling self-respect and arm
yourselves with the Five Spiritualities, to quicken your sanctity and reach the
perfect virtues, thus become humble and little souls so that you may enjoy the
Heavenly Kingdom. It is because however the ship may be large and solid, 5)it
will sink if you are careless and water leaks in.
But the little soul
whom I and my Son Jesus have chosen; my little soul who gladly offers up the
pains which are more severe than the suffering and death on the cross (Translator's note :This refers to Julia's previous experience of suffering and death on
the cross on several occasions) for the repentance and salvation of the
children in the world, having lost the sense of direction, wandering, and
having human faces but being brute in mind is a comfort to the burning Sacred
Heart of my Son Jesus and my Heart and an apostle of Our Hearts.
Therefore, if you are brought up by her and
arm yourselves with the Five Spiritualities, the devils who fill the skies and
the earth and have been afflicting you will run away. Therefore, wake up
promptly and, 6)seeing the dangers in the world, do your best, offering your
My pitiable daughter,
my extremely beloved baby! As there is no time to procrastinate, I earnestly
ask my little soul, who is God's most trustful and valuable subject. If you
assemble the good grains which can fill the Lord's and my intention and bring
them up so that all of them realize the simple truth that even objects as
light as birds' feathers can sink a ship if enough of them accumulate and 7)put their heads together and consult with the willingness to 8)be
crushed completely and consumed by others, the Church will be reformed, the
world will change, and the new Pentecost will be realized.
I, the Co-Redemptrix,
will save this world, which is in the danger of destruction, by accepting the
seeds of martyrdom which you assemble as little souls. Then, those souls who
work united with my little soul for the sake of the Lord and me will be the selected
grains among good grains and, on the last day, enjoy eternal happiness wearing
the shining laurel crown in the heavenly paradise where there is no pain,
sorrow, or agony but only filled with joy, love, and peace."
When the Blessed Mother ended speaking, the light disappeared and I
could not see anything. I went to the bathroom crying, I saw my face reflected
in the mirror. It was very swollen and appeared
bloody. When I wiped my tears with a handkerchief, it became wet with blood. Then,
I lay down because of an intense pain in the head and felt something hot coming
out of my head. I saw the towel under my head was wet with dark red blood
Difficultwords (four character idiom) used in the above messages
working together for the same goal in one heart and one spirit.
harassing someone in difficulties instead of helping
'steadfast will' (fortitude)
making strenuous efforts to the extent forgetting eating meals
Ship will sink if you are careless and water leaks in. (The great calamity may
befall if we neglect trivial things)
offering one's life, seeing the danger in the world.
being crushed completely (from the top of the head to the toe) for being
consumed by others
8) 鳩首凝議 putting their heads together and consulting in
The Blessed Mother's Message received by Julia Kim
the message received from Our Lady on February 17 was made public, many people
came to repent. But there were some who raised objections to the message.
Thinking of the wounded Hearts of the Lord and the Blessed Mother, I cried with
sorrow and suffered pains. When I wiped my tears with a handkerchief, it continued
to be wet with blood.
Then my head felt
very hot as if it were burning and I thought my head would burst. I had never
experienced such extreme pain before.
felt just like a volcano erupting. At that time, I had been lying on a big
chair and rubbing onto my head a wonder medicine given by Jesus. Bubbles as
well as Black matter gushed out of my head. Meditating on how painful the Lord
and the Blessed Mother must have been feeling to suffer pain like this, I
suffered the pain on behalf of the Lord and
the Blessed Mother and felt that my abdomen and body were twisted up badly. So
I went to the bathroom supported by helpers. Blood began to pour out of my
Bloody excrement and hematuria
pains were so difficult to endure to the extent that they could not be compared
with previous pains. Offering them up graciously in order to mend the wounded
Hearts of Jesus and Mary and convert sinners, I came to understand more clearly
that it was this hard to save even one soul. Then, devils jumped on and
attacked me mercilessly so that I might not offer up the pains. As a result, my
whole body became a mass of wounds.
A helper tookpictures of me attacked by devils. The photographs showed the scenes of my bodybeing wounded and bruised, and of my waist and spine being distorted. Some
photographs even looked as if the flesh on my back and waist were flowing with
The scenes of Julia's body
being wounded and bruised, and of her waist and spine
When I am
attacked by devils, I suffer pains not only spiritually but also physically
like this. Furthermore, my anus continues to protrude
to atone for homosexuality and other sexual sins, and my abdomen continues to
be swollen, pressing down on my internal organs, in reparation for the sin of
abortion committed indiscriminately. As a result, I have difficulty in
digesting even a little bit of food.
Even while gasping with the last breaths before death, Julia was offering up the pains of atoning for the sins of abortion.
I was meditating in the midst of the extreme pains, I thought how difficult it
would be for anyone to enter Heaven unless he or she became more and more like
a simple child.
The Blessed Mother
looked at me sorrowfully and spoke shedding tears.
The Blessed Mother:
beloved daughter! It is hard for you, isn't it? It is hard for me, too. But
what can we do? How could they understand that it is this hard to save even one
more soul? Just as people cannot gain the Kingdom of Heaven if they are
fettered by laws, insisting upon their trifling knowledge, theories and
reasoning, they will never be able to earn the Heavenly Kingdom even with the
key of profound theological knowledge.
My beloved children who have been specially called because you are so
dearly loved! Now the cup of God's just wrath is full and the chastisement is
imminent. That is why God has granted special favor
to my daughter, who always lowers herself saying that she is unworthy and has
nothing to offer to God except her shamefulness, so that she may go out to the
world and spread the messages of love.
I tell you
assuredly that if you calculate or weigh with human considerations you are not
following God's Will. Instead, enjoy exultation, love and peace by uniting with
the little soul chosen by me in a simple, childlike way, following the Lord and
Me only with humility and obedience."
I couldn't consider
doing the Stations of the Cross today because of hypothermia which had lasted for
several days. Leaving behind concerns from priests and volunteer helpers that it
would be better for me to pray before the place where little rocks stained with
the Precious Blood were preserved, and saying that even if I died, I would die
with the Lord, I took each step arduously although it was very difficult to
move even a little, and began the Stations of the Cross with five priests,
several religious, and domestic and foreign pilgrims. At the third station
where Jesus fell the first time and at the seventh station where Jesus fell the
second time, I participated in the pains that Jesus suffered.
The 3rd Station of the Cross
The 7th Station of the Cross
Jesus fell the third time at the ninth Station, a big crowd jumped on him and
struck him mercilessly, tearing his flesh off until blood gushed out. As I participated in Jesus' pains at that time, I unknowingly let out screams ofdeath agony several times. Soldiers stopped the crowd who were going on the
rampage to kill Jesus, saying, "Stop! If Jesus dies before being crucified, we
won't be able to make him suffer more cruel pains."
the twelfth station where Jesus died, all fell on their knees. As I couldn't
kneel due to the lymphedema of my legs, I fell prostrate on the ground and
prayed. Then, cold seeped into my body from the ground and my heart, ill from
myocardial infarction, felt like it was shrinking. I had suffered from
hypothermia of 34 degrees centigrade from last night till the dawn. As soon as
I fell prostrate on the ground, I realized that the pain of the hypothermia
would begin again due to the cold seeping through my body from the ground.
I thought of getting
up, but made up my mind to die with Jesus for the conversion of sinners and the
approval of Naju, so I prayed, "Lord, I am yours, if I live. I am yours, if I die.
As I offer up all of myself, only Your Will be done." Then, I lost energy in my
whole body, became unconscious, and I felt my breath stopping. In no time, I
found myself beside God the Father.
the Father: "What! Why
did you come here?"
Julia: "God the Father, please take my life and save this world
which has turned into a state of extreme disorder."
God the Father: "Child,
don't you know that there still remain many things you have to do?"
Julia: "I cannot do anything because I am so unworthy. And
I wish that there would be none who commit sins because of me anymore."
God the Father: "As
long as you are in the world, such things
will continue without end. What did Jesus Christ, My only-begotten Son
experience for the salvation of the human race? Didn't he receive insults and humiliation
from countless people until he was nailed to the Cross and died? Even though
you know it well, why do you complain like a fretful child?"
Julia: "Oh, Father, I was wrong. I will do Your Will. So, do
not send down punishment on this world."
God the Father: "As I see you, a little
soul, who do acts of benevolence at the expense of yourself, thinking highly of
the salvation of this world rather than your welfare, how can I let loose My
Hand which is lifted high, blazing up with justice?"
Julia: "I am just an unworthy sinner."
God the Father: "Then, go down hurriedly and
do what you have to do."
I, who had been
lowering my head, began to descend enfolded in a brilliant light and arrived at
some unknown place. There I saw people begging who looked like lepers, their
eyes and hands withered and their whole bodies distorted, oozing bloody pus
profusely. All those who saw their hideous appearance ran away. Then, Jesus
appeared. He called and gathered priests, asking them for help although He could
help those poor people personally. Most of the priests, however, ran away and
there remained only a few. But they were not willing to run to the poor people
I said, "Even though
I am an unworthy sinner, I will try to be of help to them because You are
always with me." As I ran and hugged them tightly, and kissed their bodies and
breathed into them, they became clean. Then, Jesus said, "Yes, My little soul!
That's it. That is why you are My love."
wrapped in a light, I reached another place, where I witnessed terrible scenes.
Numerous people were committing sexual abuses and sins of obscenity, even to
the extent of gnawing the flesh off other people. They, who had already turned
extremely ugly, committed sins of obscenity regardless of who their partners
were, men or women, young or old, all for their transient pleasures of senses.
They even victimized
their own parents, brothers, sisters and young children for their carnal
desires. When their family members refused to comply, they were beaten and even
killed. Those who were tempted by the devils of obscenity and thus became blind
with sexual desires, failed to recognize their own parents and children.
I took pity on those
souls who succumbed to temptations of the devils of obscenity and thus couldn't
recognize even their own children or their parents, brothers and sisters. So,
in order to sacrifice myself, I rushed there and prayed. Then, those souls jumped
on me and began to gnaw the live flesh off me. I unknowingly let out screams
out of extreme pain, but I prayed earnestly, "Jesus, I offer up all of my body
and soul unsparingly. Please let all these poor souls repent and be saved."
Then, Jesus showered down the rain of His Precious Blood.
they gnawed the flesh off me, new flesh regenerated instantly where the flesh
was torn off. When some people who were opening their hearts even a little
repented with tears in my arms, their ugly faces became normal. However, from those
who did not open their hearts, the Precious Blood returned back to Jesus. In
the meantime, my abdomen continued to be swollen because I was offering up my
pains in reparation for the sins of obscenity and abortion in order to convert
them. Then, Jesus spoke in a kind voice.
Jesus: "My extremely beloved little souls! Although you
who come to me following my chosen little soul, who is not afraid of even the
throes of double deaths for the conversion of sinners, will suffer preposterous
misunderstandings, hatred and persecutions, you will not lose even one strand
of your hair. Therefore, do not worry but make strenuous efforts to arm
yourselves with the Five Spiritualities everyday and every moment. Then, you
will reach perfection by giving birth to holy virtues and gain eternal life. On
the last day, you will stand beside My Mother and Me along with my little soul."
Then, light shining
from Him, Jesus gave a blessing toward the Blessed Mother's Mountain where the
five priests and pilgrims were praying. At that very time I opened my eyes, giving
thanks to God and praying 'Glory be' with the angels. The priests and pilgrimswere also praying the same 'Glory be'. After the prayer, I found that much of the Precious Blood had come down, penetrating my black clothes, and that there were
many wounds on my head, causing me pain to the point where I couldn't touch it.
Indeed, all of my body became a mass of bloody wounds. But I found that my
hypothermia had disappeared. Glory, praise and thanks be to the Lord!
the Father sent Julia down back to the world several times, saying that there
were many things for her to do. (messages on June 16, 1995, April 22, 2011,
April 18, 2014)
In this conversation, God the Father scolded Julia slightly
in love, because she didn't take good care of herself and laid down her life
again despite there being still many things for her to do in this world. She
just prostrated herself on the cold ground while still suffering from
hypothermia and enduring severe pains in order to beg for the conversion of
sinners and the approval of Naju. So, this is an intimate conversation between
God the Father and Julia.
 "Such things" mean that those who areopposed to Julia's mission judge her rashly and slander her
The Messages from Jesus
received by Julia Kim of Naju
while editing the book on
the Five Spiritualities
On September 15,
2016, Memorial of Our Lady of Sorrows
Even those souls who
had been specially called were failing to stay awake; this was like stabbingthe Holy Hearts of Jesus and the Blessed Mother with sharp
daggers. It was unbearably painful on my
heart as well. I had a splitting headache which felt like it could explode like
a volcano. Then, soot-black fluid mixed with bloody red began oozing out of my
head, staining the bath towel under my head. In that moment, Jesus whispered to
me with a concerned voice.
“My beloved little soul! How can you voluntarily
choose to suffer such horrendous pain for the conversion of sinners, even risking
your own life? When it’s hidden beneath your smile, how can
secular people possibly imagine the excruciating pain, that you bear in attempt
to save their souls with all your
heart and strength without any rest?
In order for even a drop
of tears, blood, sweat, and deathly agony, you have
Now the hour has come. Compile a book on
the Five Spiritualities as soon as possible so that all the leaders and
children in the world may meditate the Five Spiritualities and put them into
practice for their repentance.
Do not worry. It is not to boast what you
have done; it will wholly fill up
hearts of withered souls. The Five Spiritualities will make people practice the
messages with more fervent, open people's closed hearts, and become a precious
gift that leads them to seek My Mother and Me. Therefore, do not worry, but go
ahead with the work that I have laid out for you.”
I responded with “Amen”. Since then,
Albino Kim and Sr. Catherine Kim have begun to select relevant contents from
the books (“The Way of Love for the Lord”, “The Fragrance of the Lord”, and “The
Life prepared by the Lord”) and from the speeches that I made during the Prayer
Meetings, to compile into the book of “the Five Spiritualities”.
However,the devils who are filling the sky and the earth(meaning that they are many) were determined to
stop the work, frequently disrupting and harassing me.
After much difficulty and pain, I finally
completed the booklet version on the Five Spiritualities of Naju. It was soon
published and distributed on October 19, 2016. Soon, it was out of stock. We
reproduced a new addition, and these were also sold out sooner than expected.
What an honorable work it would be if
people can be saved by reading it and practicing the Five Spiritualities, even
if I may no longer be in this world—especially since blessing from God the
Father will be granted to them, instead of chastisement to this world!
God the Father also said on April 18,
2014 during Good Friday, “To practice the Five Spiritualities is the last
weapon with which people can be saved”; he sent me back to the world to
proclaim as such.